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| Okay, it's about time for one of those "bare my soul" entries...which of course means there isn't a whole lot of good going on. Oh well, may as well get to it. As y'all may or may not have noticed, this is the first time I've been on here in two weeks. There's a reason for that: nothing to write about. I've just been here wasting away looking for something to do (been quite unsuccessful) and...well, that's been it. I'm bored out of my mind and broke as a joke - a bad one, at that. Just seems like nothing's going right, and it won't get better for 67 days (outside a trip to Disney on my birthday). I would say I'm depressed, but something about that word makes people think you need to seek professional help or something.
In other news, I did figure out something today. I figured out why I will not date again for a long time. I may have actually covered this here, but I can't remember. Reason is quite simple: there is no one worth the effort that I put into a relationship. I've gotten the same kinds of responses whenever I've said it out loud thus far (don't think like that, all women aren't that bad, there has to be someone, etc) but that matters none. I know what I put into relationships, and I know what I've seen out here ("here" being a figurative term, not speaking to any particular locale). The two don't add up. The only women I can think of who I would go after fit into one of two categories: 1) attached or 2) somehow impossible, most likely due to location. I can honestly say - call it brutal honesty, but whatever - that there is no one in any social circle I'm involved in that is worth dating. Period. If someone ran down a list that had the name of every woman I know, I could point out at least one reason why I wouldn't even consider the notion. The answers I'd give most often are probably "full of herself", "too much into games", and simple plain good-old as-I-said-before straight-up "not good enough/worth it". I'm not saying I'll just go off and tell people such things, but they would do themselves a huge favor by not asking.
I am through being nice, I am through with charity cases/trying to pull people up. I've straight-up had it. One of my friends said I'm too nice. She has no idea how wrong she is.
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| Monday I just did the usual. Went to work, came home, watched Raw, and so on.
Tuesday was a wonderful day. First I found out there was no class Thursday. Then I got news about two of the greatest words in Tallahassee partying: Gorilla Thrilla. It's back. I also had meetings most of the afternoon. I was a little late to the first one looking for Thrilla tickets...oh, I never got the tickets. Some guy stopped me on the Set asking me all about the school (FAMU). Now, everyone who reads this knows how much I love my school. I just didn't have the time to be a tour guide right then. Of course, I took time anyway. Everything went fine during the meetings. Came back here and that was pretty much it...other than my going to Publix and their not having any wings. I ended up eating pizza instead.
Wednesday I went to campus and talked at a symposium...ooh, I need to follow up with some folks. Also found out something that was interesting, but not surprising. I went to the Capitol after that and went to a couple of meetings before finally making it to the office at around 4. Went to the Flite, of course...and I had too much fun clowning. Entirely too much. Even decided to go to my last (I think, but we'll get to that later) College Night at the Moon. But not before I got my Thrilla ticket!!! Well, one for me and one for Romain. Had fun at the Moon, actually. Funniest thing was that I was dancing with this girl and then a guy "moved" me out of the way. I don't handcuff so it didn't matter to me. I danced with her friend. The girl I left stopped dancing with the other guy after the first verse of the song and I laughed at him while dancing with her friend through the rest of the song.
Yesterday I was here all day. Doing stuff, getting stuff done, all that kind of thing. Last night I went to Brain Bowl and somewhat unexpectedly became part of the team. The law school took care of DuBois but we kept our trophy and got the threepeat. I'd talk about UConn winning and Memphis losing (talking a lot about Memphis losing) but that is what it is.
This morning we went out to breakfast to celebrate our director's birthday. Been about it, other than all this rain. Should be a pretty good weekend regardless. Have a couple errands to run and a banquet tonight. I'll catch y'all up on the other stuff maybe tomorrow.
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| Saturday night was funny...we went to this Alpha party but the price somehow went from 10 to 15 to 20 to 30 - and they let maybe 5 people in during that time frame. We said 'forget this' and walked around to a couple other places. Basically it came down to two spots. I wanted to go to one, the other one won out, and it was a good thing that it did. I'd have likely had fun if my choice won, but probably not as much. We turned it out, as usual. Came back here Sunday, slept through the afternoon, went to the meeting, and that was pretty much it. Today I've just been getting some work done. I know: exciting. This is going to be the busiest week between it being BGSA Week and having to prepare for Lobby Day all week at work. Oh well, this is my life...oh, I'm going to try something different in my social life on Friday. Should be interesting. S'about all I've got.
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| Xanga...strange time to blog, but I figured it'd be as good a time as any. After work Thursday I went home and watched basketball. Also washed clothes and packed. Yesterday I went to work for a while, went to class (where I got a lot of helpful tips on my resume) and of course drove here. Went to this one spot last night that was alright. Today I walked around a bit...that's been it. Going to get a little more foolish tonight and then head home in the morning. Oh, I did find time to see UConn whoop Texas A&M today. Anyway, I'll probably catch y'all when I get back.
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| Joanna was at the Flite...looking as pretty as she always does  For those who don't remember, she's the really pretty girl I went on and on about back in September. I first saw her two days after SL and I broke up. Maybe that's part of it all, that she wowed me so soon. Anyway, she was there last night. My night was made at that point. Not even thinking about asking if she's still in a relationship because it just doesn't feel right. No matter how fine she is I'm not going there. Even if she was single and did (which I doubt would happen: my luck isn't that good) I'd have to be really sure before...wait, why am I talking about this. Last night and today I did a paper, a presentation, went to work, did a fantasy baseball auction (well, part of one), and...whatever else I did. I'm pretty tired (got 4 hours of sleep) but I'm also hungry and like an idiot I forgot to thaw the meat to cook spaghetti. Another $5.38 going to Little Caesars. Did all my assignments due tomorrow so I can relax for the rest of the night. Probably won't blog tomorrow, as I doubt I'll have anything to write about between now and the time I would blog in the morning. In the afternoon I'm going to Daytona after class. I'll update Saturday. Have a good weekend, all.
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